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Saturday, June 22, 2013

in between the moon and you

we retreat now
you 

stay
hidden
people in
shadows
people 

in the darkness
i can't talk to you
it's moving 

back 
now 
like we
are
in time

we are
like

the moon 
in
retrograde

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

attack of today - suburban gun-

my smile melts with confusion
you love was just an illusion
in case it hurts
i must confess
watching you cry
at its best
was the only way
to pass the test
this love is feeling
rhetoric
again
there's a void where you once were
and it's growing
as the cracks start ever showing

today i woke up
while the sun was still sleeping
i could hear the love sick
hopelessly weeping
while pretty faces
made of plastic and elastic
break more hearts
while still feeling fantastic
until the day
when looks begin to fade
they won't have to care
while they got it made
but i see behind your riddle
somewhere hidden in the middle
lies the truth of who we are
lies between the sheets
where light and shadow often meets
where bore is a whore
and the whore is more fun
when having sex with everyone
makes the time pass
makes the hurt pass even faster
fucking a slave
makes you a master
at least for now
until the morning comes
and everyone returns
back to the machine
that forever burns
shine on
in your (or my) bed
shine on
forever up in your head
shine on
you crazy diamond
while you still can
fucking makes everyone
feel like a man

-kc




*note to anyone reading this- i have no fucking clue what i'm writing about- i'm half delirious and write this as i sleep walk the walk and sleep talk the talk***
goodnight
ehem... i mean, good morning ;)










Friday, May 31, 2013

next time leave the drummer at home

something i wrote one night at the loft during an event

nothing breaks your heart

everyone is better
at being cool
better than i am
at being so cool
like you are
with never letting
nothing at all
ever get a hold of you
like the way i do
i wish i knew
how to be
someone other than me
this city will rot
from how we ignore
this city rots
my insides more and more
pour out all over the floor
the older i get
the less i can pretend
the older i get
the more 
i want it to end
the closer i feel
the further away
you and everyone else seem to be
i wish that was me
a million miles away
and
not to touch a god damn thing
so nothing ever gets to (touch) you
and nothing ever breaks your heart















Sunday, May 26, 2013

never before have i felt the way i do right now

i'm sad
really sad
and i don't know how to get out of this
today i did yoga
and meditated
and went out
tried to put a smile on my face
tried to ignore
my heart
but my heart hurts
for a reason
and i don't know
how to make it stop
maybe time
but it's a lonely feeling
the loneliest feeling
i've ever felt
and i don't want anything
that will just make it worse

i feel like i have to leave this place
for awhile
cause nothing here
is working for me
and i'm not working with it
i'm just really
not sure
if this
is just how
it will be
forever